My “Beloved”

These are my thoughts on my “Beloved” some might even read it as a love note well I guess it really is one.

I don’t know how he does it but he makes me feel like it’s just him and I in the room even with a room full of people.  Somehow he knows I need to talk as soon as I walk in the room.  There is so much going on around us yet I seem to hear every word he speaks. It’s like hitting the mute button to all of the white noise and I am the only one in the room who can hear his whisper.  He’ll say something like; “Won’t you talk to me?  I know something is bothering you, I can tell.”  Almost inevitably I breathe a deep sigh and a tear will fall down my cheek and I am instantly comforted by the fact he knows me so well.

So many times no one else knows how I feel except him.  There are certain things that are just too personal to share with just anyone.  When nothing seems to be going right I know I have to talk to him and other times we sit surrounded by silence.  In those moments my spirit feels one with his and peace fills the room.  Recently, I have found myself calling him more and more, just because.  He has totally captured my heart, so much so, there isn’t a day that goes by that I don’t talk to him or think of him.

It is pretty amazing to be this much in love that my heart will ache to spend more time with him.  Some days it is hard to think about anything else but him.  Those days he’s all I can think about and I find myself longing to be in his presence.

Looking back on my life I can’t believe  it took me so long to realize he has always been right here beside me.  I knew I was in love the very first time I invited him in.  It sounds crazy I know but seriously it was and is true love, you know that “forever” kind of love.  His love is like no other, a love I have never experienced before in my entire life not from anyone.  Talk about a fairytale love but better! He is kind, gentle, loving, trustworthy, and most of all extremely patient with me.  I mean how many people these days can you say, love like that?

You might already know who he is but allow me to introduce you to my Beloved.  He is my all and all, Jesus Christ my Lord and Savior.  The love I have found with Him is an unconditional love that will last an eternity.  Amen!

                    For he loves us with unfailing love; the Lord’s faithfulness endures forever.  Praise the Lord!  Psalm 118:2 (NLT)

My Love

Oh, how I long for the Son,
To which my heart was won.
It overflows with love
Only from thee above.
Can you not perceive?
How my heart believes
That He is The King,
Hence, my “Everything”.
He is the lover of my soul
For, there could be, no other.
Oh, how I long for the Son,
To which my heart was won.

About debbestillandlisten

Worshipper and follower of Jesus Christ. God has given this Christian the privilege of loving and caring for my amazing son. I absolutely love to worship our Lord and Savior and to be in His presence; there is nothing better!
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2 Responses to My “Beloved”

  1. Ben Nelson says:

    what a great heart cry Deb!


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